Monday, September 28, 2009
It is the fifth week without you! Really sad! Today morning they went to see you! I need to attend school so didn`t go! Really wanted to go! Went to school, but was late for assembly run at the court for 1 lap! Went to class to continue on for lessons! haha! Chinese lesson was fun! haha! Saw a car drove pass me and i thought it was you as it look alike with you! I MISS YOU, but i know you will not be back! I really want to be by your side! hahaa! So happy second aunt say that she gonna give me lots n lots of mooncake! If you are with me i will share with you, but you are not! It is bored without you, Sad without you! Really wish you were with me this time! Counting Down to O`s is another 28days! Can see mugging and nerdy days ahead of me! If you are here really will have a little bit more strength. Although sometimes i feel that you are a bit troublesome, but days without you are disappointed, sad! I would rather be more troublesome then to loss you! I thought that you would be with me until a long time! But it is really a short time! I complained that you are troublesome, but deep down in my heart you are not, I LOVE YOU! You are with you mate now i guess! Hope that i can do well for O`s! I am going to mug for the weeks and months to come! To get good grades in O`s! I will think of you everyday although it has been 5 weeks le! Letting go of you is a big, big, big Project! LOVE YOU!
A nice Song below: By Your Side
Really Wish you were by my side now!=(
By Your Side - Tenth Avenue North
Why are you striving these days
Why are you trying to earn grace
Why are you crying
Let me lift up your face
Just don't turn away
Why are you looking for love
Why are you still searching as if I'm not enough
To where will you go child
Tell me where will you run
To where will you run
And I'll be by your side
Wherever you fall
In the dead of night
Whenever you call
And please don't fight
These hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you
Look at these hands and my side
They swallowed the grave on that night
When I drank the world's sin
So I could carry you in
And give you life
I want to give you life
(Chorus 2x)
Cause I, I love you
I want you to know
That I, I love you
I'll never let you go
(Chorus 2x)
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5:25 AM
Saturday, September 26, 2009
haha! Yest went to lot one and saw something surprising haha! A mooncake shop named YAHWEH! haha!So funny! Went to school in the morning and my friend told me another shocking thing! Guess what is it! haha! He said that i got first in class for my EL summary haha! First time in my life! So happy! Then after that went to bus interchange wanted to take bus home, saw mu xin, so took bus with him back home lo! haha! so funny! Then went to settle some stuff! Then went to find cellmates! Didn`t go to dinner with them! Went to find Jie ying, wan lin, Ann and Zenna! haha! Slack with wan lin, jie ying and zenna at beauty world mac! After wan lin left went to CCK haha! Then when going back home saw kun zheng and lovell haha! This was my saturaday! hehe!
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8:42 PM
Friday, September 25, 2009
HAHA! Happy i finally pass SS, but overall still fail caused failed Geo! haha! Must Mug and chiong Everyday le! I FAILED MY CHEM! Really on the verge of giving up, but already been thru so far, walk so far, seen so many things and now is the last lap! I will finish running it, for you! I want to make you proud! I am deeply in love with you! Really! haha! Passed my chinese! Others dun noe yet! Really tired!
我累了，你离开我了，我的身活冲此改变，不同
了！没有你的日子弟３２天！我好想你！
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4:57 AM
Boring day! Wish you were with me! But you weren`t! O`s coming excited, anxious, nervous, sacred........! haha! Really miss you! Tmr is a long day! Really miss you!
Nice Old song! Wish you can hear this songs!=)
My LOVE will get You HOME~
If you wander off too far, my love will get you home
If you follow the alone star my love will get you home
If you ever find yourself losing long alone get back on your feet and think of me my love will get you home, boy, my love will get you home
If the bright lights blind your eyes my love will get you home
If your troubles break your strike my love will get you home
If you ever find yourself losing long alone get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home, boy
my love will get you home
If you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home
whenever is only you too blame, my love will get you home
If you ever find yourself losing long alone, get back on your feet and think of me my love will get you home, boy, my love will get you home
If you ever find yourself losing long alone, get back on your feet and think of me
my love will get you home
boy, my love will get you home, boy my love will get you home
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4:42 AM
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Sad!
On 25/08/09 19.42pm!It was a very sad moment! I was in hospital! That was the moment that my granddad left us! It has already been 1month! Live never went back to be the same as normal! Everyday i will still think it is time to do this for him and do that for him! But now nothing can be done le! I miss his scolding, his smell, the time i spend with him! He is always in my heart! Now a big hole is there, i really miss him a lot! AH GONG I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU! I think of you everyday! Now still stay with my uncle and sleeping in granddad room! I REALLY MISS YOU!
Got grounded for two weeks! Can`t go to church!
Really something true: Once lost will never come back!
失去了才懂得珍惜，
可是当董得珍惜时你应经不在我身骗了，
我爱你也很想你！
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5:36 AM
